Grace Under Pressure

Back after multiple internet and computer problems. I am starting to realise that nothing is a problem. Things are fine just the way they are and getting better. This is partly due to my constant diet of positive mental attitude these days. But, I would also like to think that I am now reaping the deeper benefits of Tai Chi practice.

It was back to class this week after a two week break. It was a break because, as usual, I got in very little personal practice. I was amazed that it went so smoothly. It was probably my most int he zone class ever. My body seemed to remember what my mind had forgotten. The first part of the form feels a part of me at last. And, I got almost to the end of the second section before faltering slightly.

This was a special session as tomorrow is an open evening before a new beginners class starts. We will be performing the form and there will be demonstrations of push hands and sword for prospective new class members. We paid particular attention to staying in synch and everybody seemed to be carried along by the energy. It was a real buzz.

The new beginners class has reminded me to take a look back to when I started and realise that I have made some progress after all. It is easy to always focus on a distant goal and feel that you are not moving.It's like trying to walk to the horizon. You don't have to compare yourself to perfection, you just have keep getting a little better than you were before.

My enthusiasm is renewed and I am really looking forward to tomorrow.